Farewell, Cherub
Jan 2, 2016 10:36:11 GMT -5
Post by Lucien Pardaillan de Godrin on Jan 2, 2016 10:36:11 GMT -5
Dearest,
As you may have surely known by now, thanks largely to your Uncle, I am writing this letter to you as my last goodbye.
I love you Rasin, more than my own life as it is. But I saw how you struggled and fought to keep the expectations of your parents of you. I saw I had no place should you choose that road to take. You will marry Genevive, vow to make her happy as any woman deserves, have a family and have heirs with her. That was the life you would have lived if I had not been fronting with my own feelings for you. I do not regret having told you of them but I regret causing you so much trouble of having to hide the way we had done and it have been what led me to decide what I have.
When this year ends and if you do not speak to me then, I will take it as a sign that distancing myself from you and shouldering all the things in order to keep you safe and sound had been the best idea for both of us. I do not want you to bear any of the burden as you already have too much to worry about. This is the last thing I can do for you, beloved.
I have promised to keep you safe and magic has deemed it pleasing. I promise to keep you happy though I apologize for not being able to keep that one. Just know that I have tried to put your happiness above all else thus this road we walk on now. Also know that until my last breath, only you have hold of my heart and no one else can ever take your place as my most beloved, my precious cherub.
I will always and forever cherish our memories together.
With All My Love,
Lucien
Rasin Sigdag Stensrud
As you may have surely known by now, thanks largely to your Uncle, I am writing this letter to you as my last goodbye.
I love you Rasin, more than my own life as it is. But I saw how you struggled and fought to keep the expectations of your parents of you. I saw I had no place should you choose that road to take. You will marry Genevive, vow to make her happy as any woman deserves, have a family and have heirs with her. That was the life you would have lived if I had not been fronting with my own feelings for you. I do not regret having told you of them but I regret causing you so much trouble of having to hide the way we had done and it have been what led me to decide what I have.
When this year ends and if you do not speak to me then, I will take it as a sign that distancing myself from you and shouldering all the things in order to keep you safe and sound had been the best idea for both of us. I do not want you to bear any of the burden as you already have too much to worry about. This is the last thing I can do for you, beloved.
I have promised to keep you safe and magic has deemed it pleasing. I promise to keep you happy though I apologize for not being able to keep that one. Just know that I have tried to put your happiness above all else thus this road we walk on now. Also know that until my last breath, only you have hold of my heart and no one else can ever take your place as my most beloved, my precious cherub.
I will always and forever cherish our memories together.
With All My Love,
Lucien
Rasin Sigdag Stensrud
